More Koolaid, Please

But it's time to write a little bit more.

College is good. Or at least it's much better than it was when I wrote last. Classes are fine, homework is homework, lounging around the room and the rest of the hall is fantastic, new friends are wonderful, and I'm getting involved in some club-type-things, so that's good too.

The point of this post is this:
Sometimes it's just too late. Timing is almost never on my side. Seriously. It's sort of bizarre how life unfolds in the most inconvenient ways. I am trying to have confidence in the fact that someday the stars WILL align, but as of right now am I feeling quite discouraged. Oh boy.

For the most part, things are good, don't get me wrong. But some things could be a little better, and my heart could hurt just a little less. Thus, I try to keep my head up and ignore the discouragement, and smile right on through.

P.S.
There is no one to talk to in college about the problems you have when you get there. Maybe it's supposed to work that way, so you just move on and form a new life in order to cover up the imperfections of the old one.

I don't know if I'm ready for that, but it looks like it's on it's way.